in this episode, we lay the foundation for the next eight weeks.
this is the beginning of a long-form series on manipulation + control.
not just in relationships,
but in how men learn to protect ego instead of telling the truth.
this episode covers:
• why the podcast is shifting into a longer, deeper arc
• what manipulation actually looks like in real relationships
• how control replaces accountability
• why some behaviors are intentional — and others are unconscious
• why this topic demands a softer writing style without softening the truth
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housekeeping + announcements:
• this kicks off an 8-week / 18-musing series on manipulation
• subscribe to the podcast on spotify or apple so you don’t miss an episode
• follow the substack (free tier is enough) to get notified when episodes drop
• all musings can be listened to via substack’s audio playback feature
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inner circle update:
this is the first week we fully rolled out the inner circle tier.
inner circle subscribers receive:
• an additional wireframe / “behind the curtain” post every week
• deeper breakdowns of the thinking, mechanics, and structure behind each musing
• early context for major series like this one
this tier exists because subscribers asked to see how the work is built — not just the finished product.
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vault updates this week:
(information asymmetry + early relationship power dynamics)
• m.52 — don’t mistake access for forgiveness
(boundaries, fallout, + when someone pretends nothing happened)
both pieces tie directly into the manipulation + avoidance arc.
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top 5 social posts of the week:
1. “if he wanted to, he would.
it was a trauma bond disguised as intensity.
3. “the closure you’re looking for
is in the disrespect he served you at the end.”
not to brace herself every time she spoke honestly.”
5. “don’t text him.
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main topic:
this episode introduces m.74:
**the architecture of control**
for this series, the writing style changes intentionally.
short, surgical copy doesn’t work for a topic this emotionally loaded.
these pieces require nuance, pacing, and space.
they’re meant to read like letters.
not attacks.
not indictments.
but honest examinations of behavior — including my own.
we’ll be breaking down manipulation patterns such as:
• gaslighting
• reactive abuse
• triangulation
• punitive silence + withdrawal
• intermittent reinforcement
• moving goalposts
• breadcrumbing
• “nice guy” contracts
• weaponized absence
some of these behaviors were intentional.
some were not.
all of them come back to control.
and control, for men, is often driven by ego, fear of weakness, and avoidance of accountability.
this series exists so we can:
• recognize these behaviors
• stop normalizing them
• understand where they come from
• and learn how to integrate instead of repeat them
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next episodes:
(he points to your reaction as proof you’re the problem)
• m.76 — triangulation (drops tomorrow)
(introducing a third person to create competition + insecurity)
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this series is uncomfortable.
it’s supposed to be.
stay close.
— author
