6.15 AM. Now usual double coffee with a splash of milk, one of my favorite mugs with my portrait anime style (gift from an old friend)
On The Horizons.
When I was a child, I literally thought the horizon is just so close and I can reach it easy if I was allowed to explore it. This optimism would mark my later life, when I thought I might be just good enough for bro so he'd just be good for me (my dumb ass brain thought of reciprocity as normal consequence if I was constantly reaching to his horizons).
I feel like I'm trippin or something. It's not my usual autopsy, my scapel is hidden right now but I thank you for the reading anyways. 🙏
6.15 AM. Now usual double coffee with a splash of milk, one of my favorite mugs with my portrait anime style (gift from an old friend)
On The Horizons.
When I was a child, I literally thought the horizon is just so close and I can reach it easy if I was allowed to explore it. This optimism would mark my later life, when I thought I might be just good enough for bro so he'd just be good for me (my dumb ass brain thought of reciprocity as normal consequence if I was constantly reaching to his horizons).
I feel like I'm trippin or something. It's not my usual autopsy, my scapel is hidden right now but I thank you for the reading anyways. 🙏
you weren’t wrong for reaching.
you just kept reaching past where it was being met.
that’s where it starts to cost you.
— author